Sunday, October 19, 2008

waiting for the radiation

So I am still hoping that I can start my radiation this Wednesday. Wednesday is actually just a dry run to program everything so it helps with setting up each time I go in. I need to have my port taken out before to long but in order to do that I need to be well. My counts were lower last Wednesday than the week before. Today I am feeling like a sinus infection is coming. I will call Melissa in the morning and get an antibiotic. If my counts are ok on Tuesday than I can have my port taken out this week. If my counts are low then I will need to postpone everything. Which is actually ok. I would like to have at least one good week were I am not sick.

Other than the cold everything is going alright. I am a bit moody lately but that is all due to the chemo and will only stay the same or get worse with the Tamoxifen. I am going to talk with Melissa and see if there are any meds I can take that may help. I have been on an antidepressant and I am wondering if that may need to be changed.

I have been extremely tired lately and so only doing a few activities. I played Bunco last Saturday here at my house and won. WOOHOO extra money is nice. I played again on Friday and came real close to being the winner for most losses. We were so close.

Anyway as always I appreciate all of you. I have made so many new friendships during the last few months. Many I am sure that will continue to grow for a long time.

thanks to all of you

Thursday, October 9, 2008

FINAL TREATMENT

Last Wednesday was my last chemo treatment. It was the longest of them all. I was there from 8:30 to 4:30. I was pretty sore after, it hit me on Thursday instead of Friday. I am having trouble multi-tasking and coming have had a huge problem with finding the correct words to use. It is driving me nuts. I am not use to this and hope it gets better soon.

On Thursday I went to see the radiation oncologist. I really like her, she is very sincere but straight to the point. There is no messing around with her. While I was there they did some preliminary things to get ready for the radiation. I had to get 6(I think) little pin head size tattoos. They put the ink on and then used a needle to push the ink in. It was quick and rather painless. They use these to line me up in the same spot each time. I begin the radiation on the 22nd. I was able to get an 8:15 time for two weeks and then the rest at 8am. I have been told that fatigue and mild burning are the major things to worry about. I have talked to a few people who have nausea along with radiation but nothing compared to what happens during chemo.

I need to have my port taken out since it was put in on the side I need radiation. The tube is metal and will scatter the radiation. there will be more burning around that area.
I have to make sure that my counts are good before I can have the port removed. Yesterday they were low again so I will be having my blood checked again on Wednesday. I have been told that I can just have it taken out in the drs office which is a good thing I guess but makes me nervous to think I will be cut open in the office wide AWAKE.

so I think that is it for now